I wish I'm asleep. Yea, going to bed right after this. Had worship tonight and needed to travel back to the community. On my way there and back, was closing my eyes for a rest but kept thinking about you. Then, something pop up in my mind. Hum... Why is my emotion variate so much these days. I'm the same me. I've live a few years being happy most of the time without anyone considered as my partnet. Now, with you, I must be even happier, and why am I having negative emotions? Well, of course, we could meet more often. But I think I should enjoy my time alone, enjoy the space you allowed between us. I shouldn't allow this relationship to have negative emotional influence on me. I'm in this relationship cuz I want to be happy and enjoy it, then it wont make sense if my "thoughtfulness" suffocate both of us. (But you sure don't like to keep in touch huh...)
So, for right now, I wont think too much then. Afterall, we still have time. Not much, but still have some. Will see how long this positive-ish vibe keeps working on me.
Yet, I still wana see you tho~ = =
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