So?

So, I have to be strong...

So, shall I pretend careless to you for you to pay more attention to me?
I see the logic, but it feels like nonsense...

So, shall I become as cold as you for you to feel comfortable to be with me?
I see the practicability, but I wander if love can still survive without temperature.

So, do you really take this relationship seriously?
I see the possibility, but it ain't feel like it.

So, do I have to always wait for you to approach me?
I feel less than your dogs at home. At least they can see you and hear you calling their names, almost everyday.

So, is this a long-distance relationship, and you decide the distance between us?


I can be soft and considerate, but I'm not a toy...


The Angelic Betty is exercising her patient.
The Devilish Betty is pissed off...


Maybe you think I'm too easy.
Maybe you think that you can just come and go.
Well, maybe I am.
But if you leave, then you will loose someone that like you so much.
One that chose to believe in you and your words, rather follow the kind advices and reminders from friends.
She will never take chance to trust you regardlessly again.


But as for now, I will put my trust in you regardless, until you prove me wrong.

Nevertheless, I MISS YOU SO BADLY!!!!