1 month

Today marks a completion of 1 month with you. It's a month, and we met 4 times. That is an average of once per week. You are usually very busy at work. And after work, you just want to relax in front of games or TV... Fine with me, and I think I am getting used to that. It actually feels kinda good. That I'm with someone but also have my time and space to do my own stuff.

Nothing happened much lately, since you are on lost. Well, actually you did replied one of my text today. So not totally. Our atmosphere is ease, as if we had met and been with each other for a long long time. I don't know. Feeling relax.

I'm still listing out what I love about you, rather than the reasons, cuz reasons are not really needed. Will post it when I reach 100, I'm almost half way...

I'm planning to make egg pudding for Mickey's birthday. Kinda got tired of cakes. I wander if you are allergic to evaporated milk. If not then I can bring one to you. Just that, when will you have time so that I can go over to deliver that lil pudding for you? I need to sneak it out for you again, like the longan... ha ha!! Why do I need to sneak it out? Because my parents don't know about you yet. When will we let them know? So that they wont got way over surprised or rather astonished if I decided to move in with you one day. When will that day come? I'm waiting patiently.

I wana be with you. I don't think you are the perfect guy for them. But you are the perfect guy for me. And that's all needed for me to keep going and going.


And I think my dear BFF's emotion is calmer and better now... I hope everything will be resolved soon and in a good way. Really not a good adviser on relationship. But again, I guess we advise each other from a third person's perspective. I think that is better than to sink in own thoughts deeper and deeper. You couple please be good, I want to go to UK 2012 with little living expense for my vacation!!! HA~~ Thinking to ask and see if you will be able to go with me. Must be somewhere around July. And maybe we can visit Italy? =D

I miss you~~~ I miss you~~~ *mwah




Angie says that when she sees me in love, she feels young. And I was like, what???? why @@??? She says that I am stubborn with the one I love. Passionate. And that made her remember the earlier time of her relationship. I can't stop smiling, ya, and laughing. Yes I am stubborn. I'm stubborn that when I love you, I want only you. You can be everything to me, and I can live for you. Baby, I'm trying to hold it back so it wont explode on you. But I really really want to be with you. (kiss again)