Night out

Had a great night last night.  After regular dinner, went to Shirley's farewell get-together.  We ate cheesy fries, tostadas, pupusas, and I didn't have burritos, was way over full after 2 dinner.  They taste nice~ and I thought that it was cool that they found little shops like that to dine in.  I guess I just stayed home too much... ^^"

Greater part is, you text me.  That made the night even better, on top of the good food.  You are your usual self, kinky.  But I like it.  Wander if there are other topics that we would talk about tho, apart from that, game manga and animation.  Maybe I'm getting greedy?  Just want more and more and want whatever we have to go smooth and further.  I admire lovers that shows existence of the other partner, that they are not afraid to show the love they have for each other.  I admire the love shared between them, whenever they are, whichever age they are in, and even it's just a lil touchy move... I admire those simple happiness.  I hope it will happen on me one day.  I find that when I'm with you... play games, watch TV... just sit there, doing something, enjoy the accompany.  Just hope that we can meet more often.  I miss you, I really do.

Last night, had to tell grandpa that I'm going out... Gosh I don't think I ever do that!  I think I usually just sneak out cuz back then I would just be in the community.  Now I am in Belmopan, guess things change.  Then I tell Angie that if I am afraid to tell grandpa that I'm goint out with them, what will I do with you?  Wander if I'm just talking big.  But I want you in my life.  So I must do something to start with.  Therefore, I gathered all my guts that I possible have, and then go tell him that I'm going out.  He just said, "Oh."  Er... I don't think he really likes how I put it.  Cuz I was merely inform him that I am going out, and not asking for his permission to let me go out.  Ppl usually ask him for his permission.  Maybe he is not used to that.  But I think that is safer than let him to have the opportunity of asking a lot of other questions for evaluation.  Maybe he'll find time to have a talk with me or something.  Just like what he did when I was with my ex.  Wander if I will end up doing the same if I ever get married.  But I think he will be definately be pissed off if I ever do that.  Just feel sorry for not making him a part in decision making.  But I guess I am not making anyone a part of the decision making except myself.  Er.... I'm a bad child...

Anyways, last night was great.  Hope that it continues as long as possible, cuz I REALLY want to see you soon.