I don't know. I don't care.
Cuz I don't like the other options, of what I can do~
You said not to worry, so I wont.
It's useless to worry anyhow. Meaningless.
Though my mind still spinning... Guess I should be cold to myself after all.
To remain calm and cool. Yes this AC is helping. My hands feel almost like vampire's again. It can freeze my heart too. I hadn't drop a tear. There is no need for tear, at least for now.
It's okay if you don't love me. At least you like me.
It's okay if you don't trust me. At least you let me be with you.
I still have chance to change that, as long as you give me time... as long as you let me stay by you. Then it's okay...
as I said...
until wind of changes blow my scattered heart all away.
until then, I shall love you.
I hope this will be my last one~
You woke my love that I once thought had died. So you can kill it if you like.
Don't need leave any piece for me... you can take it all with you, if you should go.
Cuz by then I wont need it anymore.
It's okay... It will all be fine in the end.
One way or the other... right?
Angie said, do not expect, so there wont be a let down. So I shouldn't, then anything will be a bonus. I should be happy to start with, that I met you, that you came back, that I actually get to feel you, that you said you like me, that we are together. So, yes. I should be happy and thankful. Don't want to give you any pressure. And I don't think you will take pressure from me.
Happy Chinese Valentine... my dear
I SHALL BE RESPONSIBLE FOR MY OWN HAPPINESS...
I SHALL BE PROUD AND STRONG, EVEN WHEN IT IS HARD...
but right now, I just feel like sinking into blue hole...
had a lil long chat with Jimmy (He is Mickey's best friend and somewhat like a big bro to me) this morning... and it got me thinking...
If I cannot share your happiness, sadness, bitterness, and everything in between... why do you need me?
If I cannot count on you, on anything that I would share with a boy friend. Then why are you my boyfriend...?
Do we just call upon each other when we feel like or when needed or rather wanted? Like what he says adult relationship?
Indeed, I don't need you to survive. But I really want you...
Do you feel the same about us?
Are you serious?
Are we really in a relationship?
I'm scared to ask.
And maybe it's wise not to ask...
Yes, I am pathetic...
..........SHIT... Betty stop thinking about all these craziness already!!!!!!!!!
......
I'm the hero of the story.
Don't need to be saved.~~~ It's alright.
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