I feel ugly... I want to quit stalking you... Glad that there seems no sensitive updates, but.. I get jealous sometimes, I even get offended a lil that you trying to keep me out from things. But I'm the one invading the "privacy" that you don't wana show me. I feel jealous when you mention about her, and how your emotion changes because of her... I feel ugly... cuz I want you to be with me... I feel that I have bad mind... and if I keep on like this, then I wont deserve you. I need to quit "stalking" on your updates.
Is it possible to be love for who you are? I don't know. But since there is a saying that "nothing is impossible", then I think it's possible that someone will love you for who you are. Maybe I shd not say that I love you to that extend, I'm still figuring it out. I can only say that I appreciate your existence, and I like the part of you that you showed me (I think maybe that is 1/100 of you...?). And for right now, my goal is trying to let you love me. I'm trying... Cuz I to be with you... I want you... I don't know why... But you makes me feel happy and in love, and butterfly in my heart... Time will tell me.. how do I love you~
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