I miss you

Last night, I couldn't fall asleep easily, turning around, changing all sort of positions. I thought about you, as usual. But despite of what is haunting me, I remembered the sweet memories we shared. I got to believe that you do like me. You look so genuine, and we were talking, laughing, and happy. Those memories lead me to sleep eventually. I want to fall asleep beside you, and wake up the next morning in your arms. I don't like these chaos that is going around these days. (mainly by myself and my friends' relationship...) I just want a simple life. Why does it seems so hard...?

Yes, you have unsolved matters in your heart that you don't want me to know. I wish I can ease whatever you are experiencing. But I can't. Then I wish I didn't find out, but I'm glad that I found out... I'm lost...

The only thing I can do now is to wait for you, and show you a big smile when I see you. I want you to feel happy when you're with me. That's all I can do for you.

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So I will close my eyes and only remember about what's between us.