Only if word can express it

I've been missing you.  I don't hear from you, you vanished... Or do you count last week Thursday's smile as an interaction.  If so, it's not even a week yet right...  So it should be ok right...?  I miss you.  I miss you texting me.  I miss you talking to me... I..... only if word can express my feeling.  But with my little vocab, I don't think it's possible except those words.... Simply saying, I just want to feel your present in my life.... but that is something I want right, not necessary what you want...

What do you want from me?  What do you want from this relationship?  What do you want to lead me to?


Is there any other things I can tell you than I miss you?  What can I tell you when we barely have interaction recently...?  I want to tell you about my bruises, I want you to comfort me.  I want to tell you about my period, I want you to show me concern.  I want to tell you about my progress of animation, I want to share you passion in it.  I want to find what what you like or what you need for Christmas, but you seems to have everything you want.  I want... I want... I want... All of these are "I want"... where is "you want"....?  Am I being selfish?  What do you want...?  What can I give you apart from your space...?  Are you really happy when you're with me...?  How can I give you the happiness that I want you to have... What can I do...?

Please be happy, babe... I want you to be happy...  Are you ok at the moment?...