4 days... "Another Day" - Paramore

It's only been 4 days, since you said that you need time to think... Your confusion cause me to confuse too... I don't know what to think.  I don't know if I should have faith or don't keep up my hope. I don't know what you are thinking.  I don't know what to do...  I'm feeling like a zombie, still no rotten flesh and bad breathe tho.  I feel hollow... as if I am sinking into an endless black hole, don't know where I am going, what I should be doing, what I should be thinking...

Head off to bed now... It proves that mental stress is more dreadful than physical one... worse is that when one is not physical tired... tossing around on bed seems inevitable, and mental stress became worse...  Why am I giving myself stress.....

Anyways, I hope that you are enjoying your September... night my dear.

[The song for me... I'm just waiting and waiting~ and glad that tomorrow may come and there're still chance... to hear from you... and I feel stupid, sad, helpless... but I will just keep waiting, til I hear from you...]
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Another Day - Paramore

And if you're listening, I miss you.
And if you hear me now, I need you.
Where did you go, 'cause you're not gone.
Everyone knows there's something's wrong.
The wires are cut, and I'm alone

I know we're getting closer.
I know you're coming back for me this time.
This time.

And do you ever want me, do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye.
It's okay, there's always another day.
And anytime you want me, anytime you see me
I don't think you meant to say goodbye
But it's okay, there's always another day.

Your voice comes in and now it's fading.
I can't believe this is so frustrating.
'Cause you never seem to understand
And you let me slip straight through your hands
How does it feel to be alone?

I know we're getting closer.
I know you're coming back for me this time.
This time.

And do you ever want me, do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye.
And it's okay, there's always another day.
And anytime you want me, anytime you see me
I don't think you meant to say goodbye.
But it's okay, there's always another day.

If you ever find what you were looking for.
I will be waiting there.
I will be there.

And do you ever want me, do you ever need me?
I know that you left before goodbye.
And it's okay, there's always another day.
And anytime you want me, anytime you see me
I don't think you meant to say goodbye.
But it's okay, there's always another day.