Adventure... 2nd Phase

Let's start this blogging with some good news, shall we?



After months.... I only thought of you sometimes.... not all the time... but whenever wherever... you just appear in my mind like that~
I was still trying to distract myself from you, you know....
So Monday you contacted me again. I was like..... SURPRISED!!!!!!
After exchanging of some text messages.... I cud feel my head... hot hot hot as if all my blood just rush up and my heart beats fast.....
So, you still do have influence on me.... And then I just cannot stop thinking about you after that. Months of effort in vain, I know.
I told myself... don't over do it this time... just keep my distance... just be friend... don't do the same mistake again... I don't want to frighten you again... no no no, Betty don't.... it's better than strangers.
Well, this effort went all in vain when you said you were trying to push me away because of some reasons.... ......
Ppl wud say that's an excuse... but I understand where you're coming from, and I accept it, I guess that's all that matters, right.

So we decided to meet today....... gosh! I'M SO DAMN NERVOUS!
I lost my appetite seca that.... just nervous!!!
And then I got trap by the tragic accident... I waited patiently, but bored...
after 2 hours, we finally got through~ and reached City around 11am... hum... (8am express)
While I was waiting, the buses just come one after the other.... amazing.... LOL
but I was wandering... hey you really gonna appear??? I guess nervousness just make waiting time seems longer. And I did mistook a lady driving for you... well it was like... funny!!!! LOL~
So there you come, and the "date" (shd I say?) starts from there I guess....
I was still nervous tho.... >___< First time... First time.... hanging out with a friend meet online... madas!!! I call it an adventure...
I got to see your dogs~ they're beautiful~ I was amazed that they don't even bark at me... dogs in my home bark like crazy when they see strangers.....
Aight, I'll omit the remaining of the hours... which of course includes xbox (I need to learn that thing!), my External HD that went to sleep and refuse to wake up when it sees the 48GB of Bleach anime, and the bloody beginning of Ninja Assasin (not for kids...).
Overall, what shd I say, I enjoy the time being with you.... even when you tried to listen to my External HD and I was like.....@@?? ok.... I'm not a computer person... you know what you are doing~
And I love to see your smile, how the corner of your lips curve up. I'm happy that I made you smile. (If it was me... either I'm cute or stupid~ lol)
So I fell much faster than I pick back myself...
An adventure huh~ hope there is a good ending to it.... but even if I got hurt in the end, I asked for it. No regrets....
So, for now I'll just trust the feeling I have.... and I like you... shd I put, I feel strongly not even I know how...
And from now on, I shall call you my boyfriend, until something so strong that do us part.
I miss you now.... thanks for coming back....