I thought

I thought that I'm fine, but I'm not.

I thought that I'm strong, but I ain't.

I thought that I'll get over it soon enought, but I didn't.

I thought that I've run out of tears, but I haven't.

I thought that this sorrow and bitter feeling will go away soon, but it didn't.

I thought that I picked back up my smiles already, but I hadn't totally.

I thought those memories had been well hidden, but they aren't.

I thought that I could forget, but I couldn't.

I thought that I had move on, but I hadn't.


And yet I still tell myself that... I am... even more, when I realize that I'm not.
Because I want to be... I have to be...
These are not lies, they are wishes I made to myself... and one day they'll come true.

[Not every wishes that come true will make you happy, some take a part of your heart away...]