A week later

Hadn't heard from you for a while again.  And I had not text back since... Well, it's not that long as I imagine or feel... Just a few days.  You are on the lost again.  I've been thinking.  Maybe you got frightened by my sudden "I love you".  Or you just want to keep a distance and try not to let me fall deeper.  Or you are just be your normal self again, cold as you claimed.  Whichever is the case, let it be.  It's not like I gonna take back my words.

I have also been thinking.  About us.  This space you allowed is good for chill down, really.  I don't specifically love it, but I think I am doing better with you.  I think about you less by mean of quantity, but not less by mean of quality.  Maybe because I was focus on one of these long long time ago manga.  I've been reading a famous Japanese manga that started to get published like 30 years ago, and it had not finished.  It's not that long as Naruto or Bleach or One Piece, because it does not get published by chapter, but by book.  The drawing is detailed and the character is beautiful.  Well, one of those classic back in the days.  Yes, that is why I miss you less, as I also spend time on playing Facebook game.  This one actually can have spouse and child  by complete missions... Of course I name "my spouse" with your initials, and the child is to be born yet... but anyways it wont be a game of reality... I mean, you working in the farm and scare away bear? na~~~  Also, I also worked on my speech...  Although it's like a revision of what my mom had done before, but I need to make it my own.  I've been procrastinate it for a while now, and I need to present it in two weeks' time.  So these are what I have been doing lately.

What have you been up to lately?  During the long weekend, how have you been?  Have life throws you a pleasant ball?  I hope you are doing well...  As I've put on my twitter a while back... Whether you are to be with me or not, I want you to be happy.  And this will never change.  I hope you are doing fine... and of course I also hope that you think about me from time to time.